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Member: thepastorswife |
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“Daughter of the king”
My Nickname is: thepastorswife 
I am feeling... mellow
I am a
female and am 36 years old!
My Biography:
Wife: 15 yrs
Mother: 2 teenage boys
Profession: Sales Associate for Lifeway Christian Stores
Hobbies: Reading, studying God's Word, journaling, Geocaching
Life Scripture: Psalm 42
My Testimony:
I came to Christ late in life. I was 30 years old when I listened to the call of the Holy Spirit and answered. I had lived my entire life before that day in a spiritual vaccum. There was no talk of God in my home. In fact, there was a complete void of anything holy, righteous or remotely tied to Christ. My upbringing was hard and devestating to me. My mother lived that part of my life as a lesbian. Not only was she sexually immoral but she was a drug addict, alcoholic and co-dependent on women who would physically, mentally and emotionally abuse her. Living in this kind of environment I never once thought about calling out to God to save me. In fact, I began to hate Christians in my early teen years because they had what I considered to be a normal life and I didn't.
Around the age of 10 I learned to get into my mothers pills and take certain ones to make me sleep. I began to read alot of scary books, especially Stephen King and I becamse fascinated with the occult. I graduated high school and did nothing but party after that. I wasted so many years of my life that it's sometimes painful to think about. I got married at 19 and had my two children. Because of the traumatic experiences I had as a child/teenager, I developed severe mental disorders that didn't manifest until I had my first child. By the age of 26 I had a full fledged nervous breakdown. I was under the care of several psychiatrists and tons of medications. My diagnosis was this: Obsessive compulsive disorder, panic/anxiety disorder, agoraphobia, major depression. At one point in my treatment I was given a tranquilizer normally used for schizophrenics so that I could sleep peacefully. I was constatnly tormented by the enemy my entire life. I believe that the Lord blessed me with the gift of discernment and in those times in my life I experienced things that glorified the enemy and not my Lord and Savior.
Eventually I became immersed in the occult world and began to practice wicca. I began playing role playing games online about vampires and werewolves and in that time period I began to write novels about those creatures. Thousands and thousands of pages of stories that glorified the enemy. People constantly told me that I should publish the books, I could be the next Anne Rice. I would stay up sometimes 48 to 72 hours straight completely under the influence of psychiatric drugs and this online gaming community. I was a horrible mother during this time. I wasn't abusive but I was definately distant. I began to write my Book of Shadows and to perform various spells and incantations. I studied everything about the occult I could get my hands on. Christians became a big target for me and I persecuted them at every turn. I could assault them with what I considered to be inconsistencies in the Bible all day long and more often than naught, they folded and I won. I was very prideful because of that. I became very involved with witchcraft to the point that I wanted to join a coven. As I continued to walk this dark sloping path to hell I began to get drawn into many other evil things. I was going to hell, no doubt in my mind.
God had other plans for me. Twice in my life He saved me from certain death long before I ever had my Divine Appointment with Him. He had a plan for me before the foundations of the earth were laid! My husband decided one day that we would visit a church nearby and I was livid! So the night before I got completely stoned on marijuana and contemplated how I would keep from being influenced or brainwashed by the Christians that Sunday. I entered that house of God as a completely lost person and as one who was in service for satan. I was literally doing his work. Here I was an active witch, casting spells and calling up spirits stepping foot in a holy place among the Saints of God. I was outnumbered this time and I knew it. (I'm out of space here so I'll post the rest as a blog!)
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“Haven't seen you around for 6-odd months... but, happy birthday!!”
Posted by abelajohnb on 05/11/08 5:48am (report shoutout)
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“Of course your in my prayers.
Thanks for the update.
Looks like I missed your birthday  , so HAPPY BIRTHDAY late.  ”
Posted by papillionkiller on 09/01/07 3:59am (report shoutout)
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“Happy Birthday. We share the same b-day. Hope yours is awesome!
Jeff”
Posted by thereisnogray on 05/11/07 11:33am (report shoutout)
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“Happy Birthday! 
Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday Dear Child of God,
Happy Birthday to you!!
Blessings to you today!!!!! ”
Posted by greybear on 05/11/07 9:18am (report shoutout)
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“HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!”
Posted by youaregolden on 05/11/07 9:14am (report shoutout)
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“Welcome to the CB Website!
If you haven't already done so; add a few new blogs of your own, make a couple of comments on the blogs of others, fill out a survey or two (use a little humor here), drop a couple of your favorite pics into the Gallery, add a few lines to your personal profile/bio, fill us in on how Christ came in your life, stop in the chat room for some instant fellowship, and of course send someone a Shout-out like this one.
I'm glad you have found your way to CB and I hope that you will find a variety of conversations, interests, and Christian folks that'll keep ya returning here for a good long time! GreyBear”
Posted by greybear on 01/05/07 5:04am (report shoutout)
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“Hey thepastorswife, welcome to the website!!  May the Lord bless you here, and you bless others! John B. Abela”
Posted by abelajohnb on 01/04/07 4:53pm (report shoutout)
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thoughts from pastors across america, part 1
