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Member: youaregolden
“When i am alone, give me jesus, you can have all this world, just give me jesus” My Nickname is: youaregolden 
I am feeling... quixotic
Right now I am... enjoying the 4th
I am a engaged female and am 18 years old!


My Biography:
My name is Samantha and I am 18...
I live on a farm in Carroll County Maryland...
we have horses (two of which are mine :), chickens, and goats...
my favorite things to do is ride horses...sketch...read...listen to music...and hangout with friends...
I am homeschooled and in the 12th grade!
My parents are divorced and I live with my mom and stepdad and siblings... I visit my dad whenever I get that change to because of my job... I have 2 brothers and 2 sisters...
I have the most wonderful boyfriend who I actually meet on here (Seraphim) and I believe that he is the one that I am going to marry. I am so blessed by God for bringing him into my life so early... God used him to awaken me in Christ and has been the best friend ever. He is my gift from God :)
Jesus is my Lord and Savior and I don't know what I'd do without Him! He is number one in my life and I strive to honor Him with everything I do.

My Testimony:
To start off I'll give you some background...my parents divorced when I was two leaving me constantly being torn from one house to another. My mom remmarried when I was six to my stepdad and my dad alwasy had a girlfriend. He finally got married but then divorced after a year. Then had a 5 year girlfriend, broke up wiht her and then got engaged to one of our neighbors. They were married last Fall. My family life has always been kind of tangled up and confusing. My mom and stepdad have ahad a rough marriage and life at home hasn't always been the best. I have 4 (half) siblings and and they are great. I went to public school for Kindergarden through 6. Was hurt, made fun of and betrayed there. So my mom sent tme to Private where things just got worse. So in 2003 we moved and I became homeschooled. I was saved when I was 11 and even though I believed and read my Bible I wasn't acting like a Christian...in 2004 I rededicated my life to Christ and I have been trying to act more like a Christian and just let my light shine through! But then I started falling away again. But I didn't let anyone see it. It was all in my mind. I put on a mask so no one could see how hurting and dying I was inside. I was falling apart and I wasn't letting anyone see, not even God. Last year changed me alot, I went through a lot of struggles and temptations and hardship, but ti made me into who I am now. God allowed me to start taking down my walls and letting people in. I started to trust Him more and trust people more. I lkearned that even though I have a messed up family, it doesn't mean that I can't be happy. God does everything for a reason and accepting that was hard. LIfe has been so much easier knowing that I can trust God with my life and I should not worry, and that trust has brought many blessings. God has never failed me and never will.:)



My Friends:
See a list of all of my friends... I've got 262 total friends!


abelajohnb
allforhim
blessings2you
everfaithful
greybear
h0lalaric0h
happytoberestored
iraqivetsgtret
paprika89
pounders
reborn
seraphim


My Recent Blog Entries
» Are we just Fluffy Christian?  (published 07/04/08 10:03am)
» Flirting... Good or Bad?  (published 07/01/08 9:26am)
» So... I have graduated...  (published 06/29/08 10:03am)
» Is This Christianity?  (published 06/22/08 2:52pm)
» How Much do you Truly Depend on God?  (published 06/20/08 9:03am)
» Prayer for a Soilder  (published 06/16/08 2:17pm)
» A tribute to my Dad on Fathers Day  (published 06/15/08 5:18am)
» God has a plan for you???  (published 06/13/08 7:40am)
» Are you rejecting the freedom?  (published 06/11/08 11:18am)
» Sin City, the Hoover Dam, and the Grand Canyon  (published 06/06/08 5:31pm)
» Why do I hide myself?  (published 05/30/08 9:01pm)
» Three Steps to Overcoming Temptation.  (published 05/28/08 1:50pm)
» I can see a Storm coming.  (published 05/24/08 6:55pm)
» Do I deserve this?  (published 05/21/08 2:35pm)
» God Is EVERYTHING. I am NOTHING.  (published 05/13/08 12:17pm)

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My Top Commented Blog Entries
» Women Pastors, Twisted Scripture, and Itching Ears  (25 comments)
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» Starting a Bible study for ALL Christian Blog Teens  (15 comments)
» Taking a break from blogging  (14 comments)
» my horse--Diamond  (13 comments)
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My Recent Comments Within My Own Blog Entries
» Are we loving the unsaved to Hell? - (comment posted at 06/01/08 5:51am)
» Three Steps to Overcoming Temptation. - (comment posted at 05/29/08 5:18pm)
» Starting a Bible study for ALL Christian Blog Teens - (comment posted at 05/12/08 1:35pm)
» Women Pastors, Twisted Scripture, and Itching Ears - (comment posted at 05/08/08 12:10pm)
» Women Pastors, Twisted Scripture, and Itching Ears - (comment posted at 05/03/08 6:41pm)
» Women Pastors, Twisted Scripture, and Itching Ears - (comment posted at 05/03/08 5:43am)
» Questions about a Scripture thats got me stumped.. - (comment posted at 04/18/08 1:03pm)
» Questions about a Scripture thats got me stumped.. - (comment posted at 04/17/08 5:30pm)
» Relationship Help - (comment posted at 04/08/08 2:06pm)
» It is NEVER right, to do wrong, to do right. - (comment posted at 04/06/08 6:19am)

My Recent Comments In Other Members Blogs
· is this what we are all becoming - (comment posted at 07/05/08 5:43am)
· Introduction - (comment posted at 07/04/08 7:38am)
· God is so good~ - (comment posted at 07/04/08 7:34am)
· Going nuts in my head....... - (comment posted at 07/04/08 7:30am)
· Down in the dumps? - (comment posted at 07/04/08 7:17am)
· A Special Love - (comment posted at 07/03/08 9:05am)
· Am I broke, broken or want to brake for Jesus... - (comment posted at 07/03/08 7:11am)
· The Prodigal Son - My Return to Christ - (comment posted at 07/02/08 8:24am)
· I want to tell him why I can't be with him - (comment posted at 07/02/08 8:20am)
· A prayer request for every Christian... - (comment posted at 07/02/08 7:25am)


Recent Shoutouts:
“Dear sweet little sister,

I want to share with you my verse for this week, "Thou wilt show me the PATH of LIFE;

in thy PRESENCE is fullness of JOY; at thy right hand there are PLEASURES for ever more." Psalm 16:11

I am Confident our Lord and Savior is leading you in the beautiful PATH of a new LIFE with your mate.

love grandmabruce1955”

Posted by grandmabruce1955 on 07/02/08 10:35am  (report shoutout)
“hey. i'm doing good! what about yuo?”

Posted by pray2him2011 on 06/29/08 5:42pm  (report shoutout)
“oh its okay! no problem. and thanks for everything sis!”

Posted by christian101 on 06/29/08 6:18am  (report shoutout)
“hi there, i did not notice you were online, and im doing great..thanks for your prayers..take care and God bless, hope to see you around again..”

Posted by mrswifey on 06/26/08 7:33am  (report shoutout)
“Hey Golden, thanks for the chat yesterday and for keeping tabs on me about my church attendence, I need to get back. I can't believe you remembered that about me, but I really appreciate it. What you said convicted my heart and I know it will help me. Hope you, your family and your boyfriend are doing well, take and God bless!”

Posted by believeinjesus on 06/24/08 4:04pm  (report shoutout)
“yeah, well im back so im back on too.”

Posted by pounders on 06/23/08 8:20pm  (report shoutout)
“Yeah, I'm in MExico right now, sorry I haven't been on lately... As soon as I get back in I'm going to try and get on more”

Posted by pounders on 06/20/08 12:13pm  (report shoutout)
“aw, i'm sorry but i'll definetly try to get to some blogging since summer is coming along!”

Posted by cya2lol on 06/20/08 12:05pm  (report shoutout)
“hey, i just wanted to say thanks for the comment on my blog. ur right about disobeying God with NOT listening to my mom. but its just so confusing, idk. my bf's church does have a youth group which i went to like 2 or 3 times and it was great. its just my mom doesnt want me going there anymore, so idk.”

Posted by christian101 on 06/18/08 4:05pm  (report shoutout)
“heyyy im doing pretty well thanx and that is good news u are too!”

Posted by lafresh on 06/18/08 1:56pm  (report shoutout)
“aw thanks soo much! =] i hope everything will keep going good with ur job and you dont work to much!”

Posted by christian101 on 06/18/08 1:01pm  (report shoutout)
“hey thank you for the friend approval and blog comment.”

Posted by lafresh on 06/18/08 8:26am  (report shoutout)
“heyy, im good. thanks for asking. how r u?? ive just been busyy with like school just got out and im trying to find a job and trying to make plans for summer and blah blah and i havent been able to get on here as much =/ but hopefully ill see you in chat or something soon! hows everything going with u?”

Posted by christian101 on 06/18/08 7:05am  (report shoutout)
“Busy in school. but i'm enjoyin' it. .

how bout yah? ^^”

Posted by afreakofmysavior on 06/17/08 7:30pm  (report shoutout)
“God is so amazing sometimes i cant help but scream shout for joy and worship God. being baptized was just a new declaration of my faith it was kool.”

Posted by childofjesus on 06/15/08 12:13pm  (report shoutout)
“Hey thanks for the comment to my blog! It really showed me Im not the only one who questions my faith. It also shows im not alone.”

Posted by austin94 on 06/13/08 6:42pm  (report shoutout)
“hey i am absoultley completly amizingly wonderful!!!!! i got baptized last night and i am a new person, i buried my past and my sin, my depression, my rejection my pain in the grave and rose again a new person in christ!! how are you doing?

love
YSIC
-laurie”

Posted by childofjesus on 06/02/08 2:42pm  (report shoutout)
“Hello there, thanks for droppin' by. everything's going well, hope that you're doing fine too. have a great day!!! God Speed. = )”

Posted by blackstone28 on 06/02/08 2:46am  (report shoutout)
“Hey, thanx for the shoutout. I'll read you tomorrow when I'm more awake. :D”

Posted by ichimj on 05/27/08 6:57pm  (report shoutout)
“Thanks! Yes, I had a blessed birthday! ^_^”

Posted by afreakofmysavior on 05/20/08 10:16pm  (report shoutout)
“Thanks for the comment! :o) We're lights in the darkness out here I guess.”

Posted by thesweetmamma on 05/20/08 6:59pm  (report shoutout)
“Hello Sister In Christ ~
Thank you so much for the comment! God Bless You!
~ Danielle”

Posted by notofthisworld on 05/19/08 12:59pm  (report shoutout)
“thanks for the blog comment! =]”

Posted by christian101 on 05/19/08 11:49am  (report shoutout)
“yeahh i know i can talk to you! =] you're my sister too! i hope i can talk to you soon in chat.”

Posted by christian101 on 05/15/08 9:59am  (report shoutout)
“THANK YOU! It was a good one too. It was spent with Samantha (obv my girlfriend, not you. lol) and I could feel God's love and I thank him for 16 years! =] thanks again.”

Posted by muellerjcfreak on 05/14/08 6:28pm  (report shoutout)
“gOOd lOOkInG oUt WiTh tHe Add....and mY Christ BleSSings B uPon U...
YouR Boi
kiDD:”

Posted by kiddtruth on 05/14/08 12:40am  (report shoutout)
“thanks for the blog comment! =]”

Posted by christian101 on 05/12/08 3:44pm  (report shoutout)
“Thanks for the long (almost 4 hour!) talk in the chat this morning!!! It was great talking to you about all kinds of random stuff and getting to know you more!

That coffee was good too..haha

You're wonderful...you've been such a blessing to me!!

Have a blessed day!!!

Love,
-Helena”

Posted by h0lalaric0h on 05/10/08 9:23am  (report shoutout)
“It wasn't really all that great, I'm just more relaxed because God has let me know that I dont have to be afraid of anything, so thats why im relaxed more. And God let me know that I need you guys to help me get back to the way I was so that's the main reason I'm back”

Posted by pounders on 05/07/08 4:16am  (report shoutout)
“hallo!
thank you for the visit and friend request.
also, happy birthday.”

Posted by diane on 05/06/08 9:10am  (report shoutout)
“HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! btw, I'm back in. See ya soon sis!”

Posted by pounders on 05/05/08 6:47pm  (report shoutout)
“HAPPYYYY BIRTHDAYYYY!!! =]”

Posted by christian101 on 05/05/08 6:22pm  (report shoutout)
“Happy Birthday!

May all of your years be blessed and may you never forget you are a princess of God!

K :princess:

Posted by kreynolds on 05/05/08 5:58pm  (report shoutout)
“HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

The big 18...woo!!

I hope you have a wonderful day and God bless!!!

Love,
Helena”

Posted by h0lalaric0h on 05/05/08 12:52pm  (report shoutout)
“Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday Dear Child of God,
Happy Birthday to you!!

Blessings to you today!!!!!

Posted by greybear on 05/05/08 11:54am  (report shoutout)
“HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM!
Hope you have a very blessed day!
May God work a miracle in your life this year
Effie”

Posted by everfaithful on 05/05/08 10:06am  (report shoutout)
“HAPPY BIRFDAY GOLDIE GIRL! WOO HOO!

Love ya bunches! Happy”

Posted by happytoberestored on 05/05/08 3:33am  (report shoutout)
“Happy Birthday! Remember you are NOT officially 18 until 11:09 this evening! I pray that you are filled with the love of our Savior and that you continue to grow in understanding and in the love of our Lord. May it truly be a happy day! I love you! MOM

Posted by allforhim on 05/05/08 2:36am  (report shoutout)
“Happy birthday!

God bless!

Posted by afreakofmysavior on 05/05/08 1:04am  (report shoutout)
“Happy Birthday Sam! 18! The Big One! ...Praying for God's continued favour and blessings upon you always...

Posted by doulos on 05/04/08 10:47pm  (report shoutout)
“hi theren, thanks for the comments, and im glad that you like my story , you are still young and have more times to spend and to know the man that you love, so that when you decide to get married, during your first few years, it will not be so hard for you..Take it from me, hehe, take care and God bless..”

Posted by mrswifey on 05/04/08 12:00pm  (report shoutout)
“I want be around , so a early

Happy Birthday!!!

May Jesus feel it with JOY and all days following too.”

Posted by papillionkiller on 05/03/08 2:08am  (report shoutout)
“I've been a real christian last 2006.

But since my childhood, I were able to be in the church, being in the children's choir and having been recognized in doing well in daily vacation bible school 'coz my parents were already christians before they get married.

I'm not yet undating my testimony here, but I'll do it soon.

How about you? U've been christian since wen?

^_^”

Posted by afreakofmysavior on 05/02/08 6:19pm  (report shoutout)
“Yeah it's really moe beautiful to have more Filipino here. Don't worry 'coz i'll introduce this place to them.

^_^

I like christian rock - christian punk, Christian Contemporary is a good stuff, too. How about yah?

-jeanne”

Posted by afreakofmysavior on 05/02/08 6:21am  (report shoutout)
“I'm fine and hopeful. =) thanks for droppin' by on my page. Filipino users are rare in this site but it is my prayer for us to increase here.

Have a blessed day! It's 10:50am here.

God bless!ü

-jeanne”

Posted by afreakofmysavior on 04/30/08 7:50pm  (report shoutout)
“Golden, thanks for the blog comment And it's cool about it being as long as a blog...haha. Sorry I had to leave really early from the Bible study last night. Hopefully I'll be able to make it on Saturday.

Thanks for the prayers, and I'm praying for you to!!

And thanks for being my friend. I'm truly blessed that you're in my life!

-Helena”

Posted by h0lalaric0h on 04/30/08 6:53am  (report shoutout)
“No, I couldnt be there, I went to a play and it was later than I thought it would be, I'll definatly be there tommorow though.”

Posted by pounders on 04/28/08 7:05pm  (report shoutout)
“im glad i belong here in Christianblog family..thank u for people like u..i apologize if i can't reply immediately..i don't have computer at home..i only have the chance to surf the net during my free hour here in our office..im okay ..i used to work for five days..monday through friday's..how are you doing?”

Posted by yadahwendy23 on 04/27/08 7:45pm  (report shoutout)
“hii thanks for the blog comment! =]

--samantha”

Posted by christian101 on 04/27/08 10:25am  (report shoutout)
“Thank you very much for your prayers and your encouragement. It really means a lot.”

Posted by connie on 04/26/08 1:04pm  (report shoutout)

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What I've Been Doing...
07/04/08 7:42am - enjoying the 4th
06/28/08 9:04am - excited but feeling sick
06/16/08 11:42am - in much pain
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05/26/08 10:02am - fighting temptation....grrrrrr
05/24/08 8:04pm - sooooo sleepy
05/24/08 3:20pm - missing my best friend... and still thinking about godly relationships.....
05/22/08 8:18pm - contemplating godly relationships, broken hearts and stormy seas
05/19/08 12:15pm - sooo super blessed and happy! god is soo good!!!
05/14/08 12:41pm - ready to have a super fun weekend!!!
05/13/08 1:46pm - wanting to curl up in a ball and hide in gods arms... why does this hurt?
05/12/08 1:33pm - thinking about god and our inheritance
05/10/08 4:04pm - sick...ewwwwww
05/09/08 3:28pm - bored... ready to go hang with friends
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just another one-describes how im feeling rite now
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my dad and me at the grand canyon
my dad and me at the grand canyon
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my great grandmother and me :)
my great grandmother and me :)
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me thinking...
me thinking...
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Me on the Grand Canyon
Me on the Grand Canyon
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Thinking....
Thinking....
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Ryan and me... passing time..
Ryan and me... passing time..
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my Golden chicken :)
my Golden chicken :)
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