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Can I go back?
Posted By: childofjesus

I'm covered up in dirt, my scars cut me deep.
My sins are so great I feel as though I can never be forgiven,
I've made so many mistakes, told so many lies,
Is there any way to go back again?
Go back to your grace, go back to your love,
Soak in your presence again, feel the freedom of knowing I'm forgiven,
Is there any way I can escape from myself,
And lose myself in your love once again.

I've been broken down so many times,
Is there any way God could still love me?
Is there any way he could still be here with me?
Is it true that the voice I hear whispering over me is you?
Is it true that if I run to you I will be safe from the lies?
Is it true that you still love me after all I've done?

I've been lost so many times, heard so many lies,
Lord are you still there? I can't believe you would still be here,
The tears keep falling, the pain I can't escape,
Lord will you come and rescue me, are you willing to set me free?
Are you still there waiting for me to return home to you?
Are you still there waiting to forgive me for all the times I've failed.

This season has been so long, I can't find my way back home,
I'm not sure what is you and what is the enemy,
I'm not sure what is true and what is a lie,
So many voices surround me, how do I know which one is you?
The winds are blowing, the rains are pouring,
The oceans are rising, I'm dying inside,
Lord come and hold me safe in your arms tonight.

I can't stop the tears from falling, the pain won't go away,
I try to trust you, but I keep falling and failing you,
I try to hold on to you but I keep letting go and slipping away,
This darkness has been here too long I can't take it anymore,
Lord will you please come, Lord do you even hear my cries?
Or are you just some distant God waiting to fail me like everyone else has...

No I declare this truth, God is who he is,
No matter where I am, no matter what storms rage around me,
Jesus is God and he is here with me, protecting me from myself,
He still loves me and he has forgiven me,
His blood has washed me white, his love keeps me holding on,
There is no way to escape his love, there is no way to escape his presence.

He whispers over me, my child it is never too late,
I am still here and I won't let you go,
I see your scars and dirt but I am waiting for you,
Waiting to forgive you and set you free once again,
My love never ends no matter where you go, no matter where you've been,
Even when you let go my love is still holding on to you,
My spirit is falling upon you, my blood is washing you clean,
Now you stand before me a new creation, you stand before me as though you've never sinned,
You are still my beautiful child and I will never let you go,
I will make you whole once again, this season will soon be over,
The pain, the dirt, the scars, everything you once were is no more,
You are a new creation in my eyes, a new child glistening with light,
You are never far from me because I am always with you holding on to you,
I love you so much, although you have sinned and failed my love is still there,
I am waiting for you to come back home, I know how much you are hurting,
But soon I will heal you, I will provide all your needs,
Even when you don't trust me I am still there,
Although you are broken you are just as beautiful to me.

My child listen to my voice, stay close to me,
And my voice will drown out the lies,
I will never let you go, my love will never end,
The way I see you will never change,
I have heard every sigh, every cry, I am with you,
When the storms of life rage on, I will still be here,
When the thunders roar and oceans rise,
I am still holding you , I will be your refuge, your place,
Just hold on to me and trust that when you let go I am still here,
I am still love you, I still forgive you, your sins are still forgotten,
Just trust me and I will do the rest,
Just trust me and I will be here...
Trust me I am here...
Trust me I never let go of you...
Trust me I never will...
Trust me...

permalink   Posted: 01/05/2009 09:48pm - Total Views: 94 - Category: Inspirational   View: Backlinks


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