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Lost, Doubt, Untrust... Hope all gone!





 
Here I am alone again...the words alone again have been permanent fixtures in my sentences...I don't feel anything good happening. I am too tired walking this path of pain, loneliness, fear, heartaches, and depression. I am tired of facing the music alone. Yes, I know that You are with me at this stage, but unfortunately I don't feel You.

I am very honest with you God. I really do not know what You want me to do. I am walking and obeying you, but is this what my life will be day in day out. Days of depression, sadness and loneliness. I am so tired. Been crying so much. Been talking to You with my honest heart. I cry to you asking for help...yet I wake up the next day feeling the same...no love, nothings. I am tired of pretending to be positive...just tired!

All I ask is a Chritsian man who loves you that can help me love you more.

I do not know where you are taking me, but I AM tired from walking alone, tired of this...I need a miracle...and unfortunately Lord...I do not see it coming! My doubt and untrust is currently stronger than my hope. I am guilty and feel not good enough be your child.

All hope gone. All doubt so much alive.

But at the end of the day...
I am running the race, I am finishing the couse, I will keep the faith... ..

Posted: Oct 11 2011 06:07:04pm by Justine Claudia Perrine
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Kirk m+ (@blessings2you)
Oct 12 2011 05:30:47am
  Never give up on God. What He can do and will do is exceeding abundantly above anything we could ask or think. No matter how dark the night, the light of God is still burning, no matter how dim it seems to us.

I will be praying for God to open doors for you, comfort your heart and refresh your spiritual soul.

Blessings 2 You


Caitlin Alia (@his4everandalways)
Oct 12 2011 03:55:56pm
  You are not alone. Never, ever alone. Believe me, I know that it feels like God is gone, like he doesn't care anymore sometimes. And it feels like you are the only one in the entire world who feels this way. Rationally, you know that isn't true, that God loves you and that you are one of many people feeling this pain. All I can promise is that it gets better. God has something up his sleeve and he is preparing you for something wonderful. He is wonderful and marvelous and loves you so very, very much. This pain has nothing on what He is preparing you for. Stay strong, dear sister, please. Just wait and see. "For eye has not seen, nor ear heard, nor have entered into the heart of man the things which God has prepared for those who love Him."-1 Cor. 2:9 "Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted," -Matt. 5:4 God has a great plan for you dear sister, just hold on. Caitlin


Justine Claudia Perrine (@dasource)
Oct 12 2011 04:13:36pm
  Hello all--Thank you for your prayers and words of encouragement. I need them! I have been holding on, and will still keep that strong grasp but I am so tired and exhausted. I just don't know how long this test of Faith is, when will it end. I keep thinking what am I doing wrong? I am failing! But I will keep holding on! God knows how tired and exhausted I am. Again, thank you for all your prayers! But at the end of the day: I am running the race, I am finishing the course, I will keep the faith!


Steven brown (@sbrown5184)
Nov 18 2011 08:56:39pm
  Man , all I can say I understand where u r coming from and u r not alone.. If u dont believe me , read my blogs... . Im so tired myself ...I feel most the time like Im not even a child of God .. its awful


Author: Justine Claudia Perrine
Posted Nov 19 2011 03:03:05am
  Hey there sbrown! Thank you for your comment. I will read your blogs! Life can be uber difficult, but one thing for sure...YOU ARE A CHILD OF GOD!


Author: Steven brown
Posted Nov 19 2011 08:23:27pm
  Hey Dasource, how u doing today ? just wanted to see how u were ? I hope some peace has fallen ur way



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