Hello Mishpochah (Family/Brethren)
Hello Mishpochah & ALL who call upon the Name of the Lord,
My name is David and I am a father and husband. My wife and I have been married for nineteen years and we have six children.
Was drawn by the Lord to hear the full gospel when I was 22 and recieved Christ one year later. Studied God's Word a good amount, have led bible studies, encouraged fellow believers and friends to trust God and have seen good things come about.
Married to a wonderful Jewish Believer in Yeshua HaMoshiach (Jesus The Christ) who has and is a daily loving encouragement to our family.
After many years of sensing the call of God on my life to minister we, as a family, trusted God completely with our lives ten years ago in youth ministry. We were very excited to be led by the Spirit of God to Bless, Encourage, Exhort, others and to see God recieve Glory and Honor and Praise!
Although God is good, life for our family has not been very good.
We laid down everything for the Lord ( Our Home, Finances, Business - Everything).
To make a long story short, those to whom God sent us rejected us and by not recieving the support our family needed we ended up homeless, rejected and left in great crisis and despair.
We have been going through this very great and unrelenting crisis for the past six years and it has taken its toll on my will to live.
I love the Lord, You ( The Body of Christ), my Wife and Children. I want the best for my family, which most urgently is to get out of this crisis and, at the very least, for my family to have a hope and a future.
For reasons I cannot explain or find an answer, God has been silent and even worse has continually allowed any hope to be dashed in pieces before our eyes time and time again. We have continually wept to the point where there are no more tears and we are left with a blank stare on our faces.
Though we have sought help and encouragement from the Lord, our Brethren, Pastors, and any means by which we might find some relief or direction, nothing has worked or risen to attend to our bizarrre and extremely painful ordeal.
The senseless suffering has gone on for so long now and been so relentless that my will to live, my faith that God really cares and all hope has so completely diminished that I pray almost daily for God to take me home. Though i know the promises in God's Word of His unfailing Love and faithfullness, nevertheless His silence and even His opposition to our prayers and all attempts to survive this has been too much for me to bear anymore.
Unfortunately we have no family (we have no relatives who are saved or care about us) and for reasons i cannot explain we have been unable to find a church body that is willing to help us find a breakthrough (although we do attend church).
I am reaching out to any and all who would pray for us. Because i am no longer able to bear this crushing burden. i have made plans for my departure later this year.
Before anyone lovingly wants to remind me of God's love and to hold on, please know that i have been saved for over twenty years and have experienced such sorrow for so long that words are completely insufficeint to heal, help, or change our circumstances.
We have been left as Job, our heads hang low between feeble knees, our Brethren responds as Job's three friends, and God rejects our prayers.
We all know the mercy God showed to Job. If only God would once again show the same Mercy and bring us back to life. I know that God is completely able.
We also know that God is not obligated to do it.
David
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Author: dave888
Location: Rockaway New Jersey USA
Gender: Male
Age: 42
Blog Entries: 1 (archive)
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