holiday!
Why is it that I am perfectly healthy until I get some form of holiday! God's way of telling me to sit down and relax perhaps?
I did something very...amazing for me yesterday. Almost a year ago, my parents split up, and I had a huge problem with forgiving my mum, who had chosen to leave my dad and the family to go and live with another man.
Every other Monday mum comes to either pick me up from college or take me out for lunch...and I can't stand it. It feels awkward and I still have so many questions that I want to ask...but yesterday it wasn't TOO bad. We didn't argue and we had a nice time out for lunch..so Thank you Lord for allowing me not to be filled with so much anger and resentment. This is a constant battle with me, because as much as I know I need to forgive her, you have no idea how much she's hurt me...and occasionally I will think of this and...wow it really makes me think that for God to stop me fighting back, he must really be with me!
Today I want to start a new Bible study...i'm not quite sure what I want to study yet though, so i'm gonna browse the internet for ideas until something jumps out at me!
Oooh and...this has excited me since Friday, I'm going to see Delirious on Friday. I'm very much looking forward to that!!! Yay!
God Bless
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Author: emmalea
Location: Staffordshire United Kingdom
Gender: Female
Age: 19
Blog Entries: 19 (archive)
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i became a christian on 6th december 2005, after a long struggle to find the lord. being the daughter of a minister, the sister-in-law of a pastor, the sister of a youth pastor and a "pretty good teen" by most standards, i guess, to some extent, i greatly assumed my...
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