Love
I think tonight I have truely realised how much God loves me. I really thought I knew how great his love was, but tonight I have seen yet another dimension. God loves me more than I can even comprehend. My dad loves me...he loves me an awful lot, but even his love is not as great as the love of Jesus Christ.
I am NOT some little insignificant person in God's eyes. I am his beautiful daughter...and he will never cease to love me. I find that amazing, I always will find that amazing.
You may have assumed by now that something amazing has happened lately and I have had the most incredibly fantastic week. I haven't!
I haven't slept well at all. I have so many things on my mind. My granny, my mum, my brother...my life. God knows it all. All of my evenings (apart from Friday) are full, and I do full days at college, so i'm pretty busy! Yesterday i worked ALL day. I spent the whole of my day on my feet and it drove me insane. My evening job gives me lots of time to myself. Lots of time to pray, and i'm sure that it's God who has got me through working there, particularly on a saturday when I am already so tired! Last night by 7pm I was falling asleep and I still had two hours left to work, but I just kept on praying and God gave me the energy to keep on going!
Interesting suprise last night actually, I got home, ready to enjoy going to bed at a 10pm, and my niece and nephew(my sisters kids), brother and sister-in-law were all there...so I had to be sociable! Not only that, the two kids slept in the spare bed in my room, only they hardly slept and kept waking me up! So yes...my early failed miserably...as did my attempt to get over my fatigue! Lord grant me some energy... please!
In other news...
Tue: I BAKED! That was incredible for me. I have no cooking skills at all (infact, I must marry a man that is good at cooking to compensate! I don't mind learning though!) Chocolate brownies (with a biscuit base)...they were apparently delicious, but were rapidly consumed by members of my church who came back from a prayer meeting.
Must sleep now. I have an early start tomorrow and after college follows tutoring and babysitting...as well as somehow getting my essays done.
God bless
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Author: emmalea
Location: Staffordshire United Kingdom Gender: Female
Age: 19
Blog Entries: 19 (archive)
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i became a christian on 6th december 2005, after a long struggle to find the lord. being the daughter of a minister, the sister-in-law of a pastor, the sister of a youth pastor and a "pretty good teen" by most standards, i guess, to some extent, i greatly assumed my...
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