The last week or so
Another week is nearly over. I think that is a huge blessing since it hasn't been the best of weeks!
On Monday my mum picked me up from college to take me to my hospital appointment. Nothing interesting, just a session of Physiotherapy for my back. After being put through my paces by "Kika", I had to put up with my mum moaning at me about absolutely anything, whilst I sat there in extreme pain!
Tuesday should have been slightly better as I had a break from baby-sitting in order to (um...zu) go to my High School certificate evening. Unfortunately, my high school experiences weren't pleasant. I spent my final year full of anxiety and worry because of the people who I went to school with. So, by the time I had convinced myself to go to the evening, i'd worried about it so much that I really wasn't feeling well!
Yesterday after college I went to tutor a little boy. His mum wants him to have some help with his maths and English...so I am helping him out. It really backs up the fact that God is continually getting me to work on my patience...because I could have lost my patience with his mother as well as him.
I also planned something for the college CU last night, after much prayer I felt the Lord telling me to share some of my experiences...which I prepared to do today...though now I will do that next week instead. I stayed up a little later than usual and got a little distracted from my work by chatting on MSN...I really must learn to turn MSN off. It's not that I spend all of my time on the internet...it's that even when i'm doing something different, like playing the piano, I leave everything on!
Today has been strange. I woke up feeling really unwell (probably due to the fact that I seem to be stuggling to sleep with so much going round in my head everytime I close my eyes!) I'm pretty certain that had I have been due in college early, I would haven't have gone...which is VERY unlike me! I have to be pretty ill to have a day off.
I prayed and tried to sleep for a little longer, and thankfully was feeling much better by 8am :-)
The CU was "interesting" today to say the least. We discussed ideas for Christmas...(I think)...i'm not really certain since it was just a lot of noise...and I had a headache...and was tired! My friend Jack (who is very anti-religion) came with me though because he promised that if he swore in front of me he would haha. He now says he wants to come every week, and that he won't swear around me anymore.
I saved £16 today as my flute teacher is ill of course since I have practiced lots since my last lesson it was so inconvenient! I also had a huge row with my dad over the fact that I saw my mum on monday and didn't tell him. I honestly just forgot to tell him...thats not how he sees it though. He now thinks that i'm plotting against him.
In other news: I must see my wondeful doctor soon. I'm just not feeling myself lately for various reasons...many relating to the excruciating pain my back is causing me...and has been causing me for years. I don't think the car crash 4 years ago helped things. My physio is concerned that things are getting worse, and she wants me to have another MRI scan and more blood tests. Prayers are definately welcome :-)
God bless
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Author: emmalea
Location: Staffordshire United Kingdom
Gender: Female
Age: 19
Blog Entries: 19 (archive)
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i became a christian on 6th december 2005, after a long struggle to find the lord. being the daughter of a minister, the sister-in-law of a pastor, the sister of a youth pastor and a "pretty good teen" by most standards, i guess, to some extent, i greatly assumed my...
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