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Wow. So many thoughts running through my head. God just blessed me in a way I never saw coming!!! He has reassured, confirmed, and even shown me His will. It's awesome (lack of a better word).
I've been hestitant to continue my blogs lately because I wasn't really sure I was getting anything out it lately. I enjoy writing and sharing but the fire was burning out inside of me. However, my doubts have been completely erased. I started out doing the blogs as a personal way to explore and figure out what God was trying to tell me through scriptures and what he was putting in my mind. I also said that if it blessed someone else, that's great but I never saw that He would bless one of the people I love the most in my life.
As I kept writing blogs, I found more and more people/friends that wanted me to send it to them so they could follow. It is awesome how much they are encouraged and challenged by what God is showing me. I had mentioned the blogs to one of my very best friends because what God was showing me, was leading my actions with different situations I was in.
So I went home this weekend and found a writen letter from my best friend. I read it and started crying hardcore! Now, first of all, I NEVER cry. So when I do, I'm either really upset or all the bottled up emotions from a year or so come pouring out. When I cry, it's usually a big deal. I wept! It was the most amazing feelings EVER. I love the feeling when you cry because you are happy. I don't know how to describe the feeling I had. I honestly don't think there's a word that defines that feeling. If there was, it would be a combination of happy, relieved, overwhelmed, blessed, pure joy, ... I don't even know. I've never felt anything like it before. I have also never wept. Wept is the only word to describe what was going on. I was a mess. haha
I was completely blind sided. I had no idea that a blog I wrote would have such an impact on someone, especially someone I love. This really confirmed that I should seriously consider Christian Ministeries for a minor. I think God has really given me a gift with sharing my faith and an understanding of how to break down what He's trying to tell me. I also am starting to realized that He is building leadership roles in me. I'm growing as an individual and as a Christian. I have been told by several people in the past that I have leadership skills in me but I just laughed and never took it seriously. But now, I am definately starting to notice that is an area that God may use me in. I thank God even more for the things He has shown me over the years and the obstacles He's put me through. If the struggles I went through could help lead someone to Him, that is the greatest blessing I could ever have. He is so awesome!!!!!!! Seriously!? Wow.
2 Samuel 22:29-30
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