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work today was hard and boring at the same time. I seem to be in the position I think a lot of Christians find themselves. Balance between work and church. I have not been to church in months. The reason is my job. We rotate days off. It is suppose to be four on two off. So that places weeks in the mix where I can not make it to church.

I understand that I can be a Christian and believe in God and not go to church. There is no doubt in my mind that there are people out there who are very set in their faith and able to stand in the world with out being in church. I met this wonderful lady who does not go to church. She and her husband both live very good and faith filled lives. I, however, feel I need church to help me threw things. I need a good church that will support me in my walk.

My walk with God is sometimes not so stable. I slip and back slide like every one else. Church helps me a lot. Yet here I am working again. Not making much money either. No time off to go to church because people keep quitting.

Odvious answer is that God comes first I should go look for another job that lets me go to church. Truth is I'm comfortable being miserable in this job. Do I really want to go and be miserable in another job. In todays world it is hard to find a buissness that will compromise their money making for you spiritual needs.

I'm unsettled in this matter. I'm praying about it a lot. I need to make a wage. I'm a single mom and I have to have a job. So what is the answer. How do you balance? How do you put God first and trust so much that you will have food on the table? I should have faith. I should be strong. I should be this. I should be that. Truth is I should be a lot of things. Part of the guilt circle I've been traveling. Work is important.

I really don't have an answer yet. I would like to get on here and give this nice wonderful and inspiring blog on how I've prayed about this and been given wisdom to solve this problem. Or how I'm able to keep my faith strong and keep living in the world. That would so not be the truth. I'm reading my bible I'm praying and I'm hanging on. However, I'm tired and I feel that no matter which way I go I'm not right.

My spirit says wait for the answer. My mind says do something now. My body says go to sleep you nut case it's 1 am. None of that helps me decide what to do tomorrow. Work or Church. Work will win. Because with out work I have no money and I just don't feel strong enough to try to live with out that right now. Soooo confused and tired. Still praying and hanging on.



posted: 04/12/2008 10:29pm by mistletoe
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I do feel your pain, I sometimes feel as though the world is closing around me. Today has been a prime example. I have not had a great day and I think the devil has been working overtime on me putting doubt where it shouldn't be. I think sometimes I allow the devil to get to me. I don't know what I would do without my worship time at church right now , being a new christian I do look forward to that recharge of the spirit especially during the middle of the week and again on Sunday like on the bad days. I agree with nottheeditor that a bible study is a great recharge and I have a few devotional books and my bible time to keep me going as well ... ... ... .God Bless and I hope the lord leads you to the answers that you are in search of.

  Posted 04/15/2008 02:15pm
Author: jimbo1968

Dear Mistletoe

I too am out of church and have been for over a year. However, unlike the problems you face, I stopped going to my church (where I had been going for over 20 years) when I took a dislike to some of its teachings, teachings that had silently crept in. As of today I am still trying to fund a church that believes 100% in the authority of God's word, the bible.

I think the suggestion of trying to start a small bible group is a very good one. I know a few people from the church I left and I will be asking them to spend one Monday evening a month with me discussing topical issues and seeking answers in scripture.

In terms of encouraging you I would say you are not the only christian that is currently not attending church. There are many more like you / me who also miss the "battery" charge of sharing with other christians through church fellowship. On USA bank notes I think I am right in saying the motto reads "In God we trust". If you keep living to your christian principles, and keep trusting in God, your trust in God will find an answer. If you consider yourself weak because you are not attending church then consider this, if you can follow Jesus and stick to his teachings without support from a church... .then you are not doing that bad! Christian fellowship is important, but please do not beat yourself up over it, live in peace with God first, obey and follow his commands, trust in God and I am sure things will improve.

Yours in Christ

Welshman

  Posted 04/20/2008 11:21am
Author: welshman

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