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Let me assure you can definitely go to God! You can definitely seek out one of his followers, or any, just like you did posting on this site, and if they are real, true followers of Christ they will help! I pray for you right now God will touch you! I suggest trying to talk to a leader of a nearby church not during church hours so you may feel more comfortable, and open up to him or her! I will pray God will send the right person to touch you and to help you. God has delivered me from different sins, he delivered Israel more than once from enemy's hands and I believe like the bible promises he will deliver you if you surrender to him! So please seek out help. Do not be afraid of rejection because God does not reject unless you reject him!
Godbess Peaceoutt;
-Mueller.
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Posted 07/27/2008 11:31am
Author: muellerjcfreak
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I am with Grace, go home to your mom, right away. Seek help, Nothing is impossible with God, He can pull you out of this and your sleep will be sweet. Go, wait not another minute, do it anyway despite the feelings you may have inside. I am standing in prayer for you as well.
Blessings!
Andrea
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Posted 07/28/2008 04:09am
Author: allforhim
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Oliver,
I am deeply moved with compassion as I read your blog.
Noone deserves to go through such a thing.
I MUST HOWEVER ASK YOU A VERY IMPORTANT QUESTION:
1. Have you ever repented of your sins and believed in the gospel?
If your answer is no, then you can. Jesus Christ loves you and died and suffered like a lamb led to the slaughterhouse in order for you to have forgiveness of sins. After His death on a cross, God raised Him to life supernaturally, and as He ascended through the heavens, and sat on the seat of mercy. God has given Him all authority, and has made Him LORD of all.
You must repent and believe in what I wrote above in order to be saved.
If you do not do this, I can assure you that the what you are going through will not stop, but will get worse and worse.
WHAT YOU MUST DO RIGHT NOW IF YOU ARE SAVED:
Get on your knees, cry out to the Lord, confess and repent of any known sin, and surrender your life to Him from your heart.
Ask Him to deliver you from all these things you are going through. HE IS FAITHFUL TO DO SO!!!
Oliver, I love you and am praying for you today.
-Wes
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Posted 07/28/2008 05:52am
Author: wesley0115
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Get into the church and keep going!
The enemy is the one trying to stop you !
Go to Church!
They will help you, and God will deliver you from evil.
You need to overcome the fear and get into the church!
God Bless
-Alex
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Posted 08/23/2008 06:27am
Author: lexyb
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I fully agree with everyone - Jesus is the only One who can help you! He is ready and waiting - all you need to do is ask Him
Go to church - you need a support system
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Posted 09/27/2008 05:33am
Author: laminin
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I think you should go home to your mother and make you base there. Do not be wandering and drifting around, demons like to drift and wander around and those that do that. Go to your mother, tell her your problem and ask her to help you get help and detox if possible and get medine for the disorder. May you be helped. Amen.
thbg
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Posted 09/27/2008 08:26am
Author: tohimbeglory
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Dude, you're most likely Possessed.
Many countries publicize the reality of this common threat, with the exception of the few who consider this "taboo".
It may be alarming to know that everyone is affected to varying degrees, even more so with the decline in absolute spirituality of this dark age. That includes the large majority of people who read this post including myself, we are affected negatively by our ancestors, or other hungry or angry souls.
IF anyone has more interest on this subject, message me!
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Posted 12/23/2008 12:46am
Author: hangedman
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Before anyone else replies to this blog, you may consider the fact that it was posted in July of 2008, and the blogger has not visited CB again since the day after it was posted.
Blessings
Phil
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Posted 12/23/2008 01:23am
Author: philruby
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I know this blog hasnt had replys since 2008 , but ive been looking for help all over the internet , not sure whats going on in my life at the moment , the strange thing about me and the blog author here is that were the same age. with the same things , i cant wake myself up in my sleep sometimes , i suffer from night terrors , people see me diffierently , even my mum.
Ill be honest with everyone , i don't really know anything about the groups of god , like christian and other groups , so i am new i suppose at understanding all this , but there is no where else to go.
As much as i feel like myself , i also feel like another person , its hard to explain , ive been called allsorts, some people are afraid off me , and one random special needs student at college just randomly stood up and shouted towards me and called me a Demon and stormed out the cafe in the college.
Ive had other weird things like this happen , I just dont understand who i am anymore. and im being seriouse im so confused right now , so many spirutal things have happend , so many weird things.
I'm really sorry if this somehow offends anymore , but really im just a lost person , with no idea who i actually am anymore.
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Posted 08/03/2009 03:50pm
Author: damienfoster
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hello Damien,
I work with a Christian Drug Recovery Program. First of all, I want you to know that I understand how scary it can be and I do not want you to get more stressed out than you already are.
Remember this,
1. Drugs do strange things to your brain chemistry, especially hallucinogens like opiates ... cocaine, crack, and ecstasy. Sometimes the effects can seem like demon possession. The first thing you need to do is to get the chemicals out of your system. Please check yourself into a detox program.
2. I want you to know that I know how hard it is to kick the habit even after detox and other rehab programs. I am not going to say that it will be easy. I feel for you and I understand.
3. I want you to know that there is God and He loves you. He loves you more than anyone in this world can ever love you. In fact, He knows exactly what you are going through, more than me, and even more than yourself. He wants to help you. He sent His Son, Jesus to die for you and to give you POWER to overcome your addiction and to give you a new life. All you have to do is to ask Him into your life and to help you.
4. Right now, I do not want to to have to worry about exactly how to do this, just ask Him in your own words. Something simple like "Jesus, I am a mess and I am scared, someone told me You love me and can help me, so I am asking You to do that." That is all for now, it will be more than enough.
5. I want you to consider doing is to go to a church or a Christian shelter or rehab and ask for help. Tell them what I said and they can help you from there. They will be able to guide you. If you are having problems getting into detox or rehab, they will know what to do. If it is more than a chemical problem and there is something wrong spiritually, they will know what to do too. You can also get them to come here to this site and ask for me.
I will be praying for you as will many others in here.
Remember, God loves you and He has the power to overcome anything you are facing.
ArisenSleeper
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Posted 08/03/2009 07:42pm
Author: arisensleeper
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Damien,
Arisensleeper has offered wise guidance... listen carefully to what he has said...
You will be in our prayers. Please stay in tough with us...
Art 
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Posted 08/03/2009 08:09pm
Author: aliveintheword
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Damien i just want you to know that i have been demon-possessed before and (i was very scared) and i've also done many drugs when i was a teenager and i can say today that i am saved form it all by my Loving Lord, Jesus Christ. Because one day i chose to choose Him and live for Him and He has filled me with His undeniably powerful and amazing Love a Love that that is there for you no matter what time it is or who you are or what you've been through. It conquers all evils and i am a changed person my old drug-using friends can attest to that i don't want to know what i would feel like if i didn't choose Jesus everyday of my life i just know that i wouldn't like it. i pray that this can show you that there is hope and it's a simple hope of just asking God to help you because we all need help sometimes even those who wouldn't seem like they do and wouldn't admit it it's true. May God's Peace rest be with you.
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Posted 08/03/2009 08:14pm
Author: curious
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Hey everyone
Firstly i would like to take the time to thank you for replying , i really am greatfull.
The thing about this is though , i dont take any sort off drugs , people like me end up in mental insitutions for hearing voices in there head or for talking to themselfs. Since i was a kid , im just gonna tell you what's happend in my life. Since i was a kid , me and my family ended up being haunted by spirits in a house. Quija Boards had been miss-used by my parents as they had no clue to the dangers this could cause. They played the board when i was a child. Horrible things happend , certain spirits got out that shouldent of got out , my mum and her friends carried on using this board and thought nothing could happen , after being adicted to it. Thats when things started to happen , A list of things.
My mum went up stairs into the bathroom and saw blood on the floor - my mum asked her friends if anyone had been on there period , and everyone said no , and they were Quite freaked out. My mum had a glass chucked at her. and one day my mum woke up to find she was parazlied againts the bed with a dark shadow hovering over her , untill a blue light came out off no where and it vanished, believed to be the good spirits of the house possibly.
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Since then , they stoped using the boards , Years later i was born , and mu granmar phoned up my mum and asked her to come down to the house, which she did and she brought me with her , i was very young , she placed me in granmars bed and i fell asleep. Granmar started to tell mum why she had phoned her and asked her to come down. - Apparently from what i was told, granmar phoned up my mum because when my granmar was tidying her room , her shadow didnt move with her at some point and she got freaked out and went downstairs to call my mum. After convincing her it was nothing and that she was proberlly seeing things, mum went upstairs to go and check on me, she realised the bedroom door was open so when she got closer, she noticed some sort of Egyption guy leaning over me , she ran into the room to grab me (I know all this because mum told me about all the freaky things that happend and this is no joke , or i wudnt waste time writing this).
She ran downstairs with me tightly in her arms.
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Several Years later , Im older , and mums older obviously heh. When i started growing up , mum started to hear voices, and she thought all off this was in her head. But it wasn't she could hear two lady's talking. the thing about this house , was when i started having serious nightmares, and kept feeling things and waking up crying. Now i know this is medium , psychic stuff, as the medium that was told to watch over me and to guide the spirits to a much nicer place.
I was told that i had some sort of gift , that only certain special children have. but when your a kid , you cant tell much diffierence from whos alive and dead, because ghosts dont look like casper or anything like that, they cant see the diffierence.
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But anyway when i got older , i started having alot of problems in my life , i was getting really depressed and worked up that i tried so many stupid things that never worked, but at one point i did something seriously wrong , i was so messed up i shouted out i sell my soul to the devil and i did see something infront of my eyes , like a weird thing move across my eyes , i was angry and i should watch what i say.
So im really sorry for that -
Things have started to develop now , more then ever, seriously evil , when i look in the mirror i kinda feel its not me , like one side looks diffierent , and i start talking to myself nastily in the mirror, abusing myself , saying how things will end up with me in the world , ive shouted at my reflection in the mirror, but the weird thing is , it only happens when i look into a mirror , now if we think about the Alpha world , its the Alpha plane to the spirtual world , now in someway what if my reflection is on another side to sort of thing? weird to explain.
People have told me that i look evil , i have emotionally hurt people , someone freaked out on me and called me a demon , because i started to get predictions right , i started to become really evil. and nasty towards the people i cared for , i told someone they would loose there baby , and they did , when we went on a school trip some nasty lads were trying to set another students hair on fire with a lighter, i was quite annoyed, i dunno where it came from but i looked at the lad and said it wouldent work , then the lighter stoped working.
and now in recent news... in our local paper . . i know you will hate stuff like this, but im only explaining , but a mother tuck her son to a gun place to practice gun fire, she shot her son in the head whilst he aimed for the paper target and in her pocket was a letter saying , im sorry i did this, i believe im the antichrist and had to save you all.
Several people are doing this.
But i feel there are two sides to me , yeno i can partly controlle myself now whilst writing this, but i rapidly change with out knowing . ive prayed to god servral times , asking him to help , and telling him how much i wanted to live the perfect normal life , but i dont think im normal. something is wrong with me and im not mental , from a kid its like something has grown with me. Thanks for reading this very long message, you can tell how desporate and serious i am Thanks again
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Posted 08/04/2009 04:16pm
Author: damienfoster
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well,damien, we're glad to see you... there is no such thing as a perfect normal life. God can help you make the life you currently live better! I say this because I don't want you to be disheartened. Perfection, by human standards is unattainable. But and this is wonderful news.. a life full of peace and joy and love is possible! Keep praying, keep believing, get a bible and start reading the Book of John. Change your evrionment, find some good christian music to listen to, and don't be afraid! God is stronger than ANYTHING that you have encountered!
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Posted 08/04/2009 04:36pm
Author: blackrose65
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