Upsetting fruit why?
Maybe I just have a bad attitude or maybe I'm just naturally a pessimist.
I just wasted my whole evening, that I could've spent studying, at church playing a dumb game. Upset the fruit basket. Seriously itsn't church supposed to be for more than playing dumb games?
That is one of the stupidest games ever. They wanted to do dodgeball but it rained so we couldn't. I could've at least skipped that somehow. They made us play and it was so not fun! You go to church to learn about God and grow in him, not waste your time. And that's what I felt like I was doing. Wasting my time.
When I go to college, I want to move away and switch churches. Church is good, I know, but I really don't like mine. I'm all for going to church, really. But I feel like I don't learn at my church. I don't feel close to God there, and that's what I want. I always thought church was supposed to help, not hinder. . . Like I said, it could just be my attitude.
Dude, I had a lot of homework, but no, I couldn't stay home. I have to go to church. For what purpose exactly? What spiritual growth will I attain by playing upset the fruit basket?
I feel like I'm babbling, but I'm a little frustrated at the moment.
The only thing I can come up with is that God wanted me there for a reason. What reason? I have no clue.
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Author: orangegirl
Location: Hampton Oklahoma USA Gender: Female
Age: 19
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hi! i'm orange girl and i have officially had my blog for more than a year!! i'm doing my best to follow god and his will for my life and i love him so much!! i also like traveling, writing haikus, old westerns and popcorn! god bless!......
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