Prayers to help my sister..
My sister and I, lets just say we've never been that close. never.
Well, I shouldn't say exactly never - because that is rather harsh.
But in the end run, it is quite truthful to some extents.
But, she's had her times of struggles and in her teen years,
screwed up several times and probably still haven't realized
her faults. Growing up, she never really listened and always
thought what she "thought" was always right. And she ran
away with those thoughts and made mistakes. Mistakes
that hurt others too...for a long time. After she made the mistake
she thought was right, it ruined my family..my other sibling started
darting in that path of misfortune - which all caused hurt to my parents
and I. Now my one sibling is living at home with us, shes in her mid-twenties
and doesn't really plan on ever moving out. Let me tell you, folks, it is very
hard living with a young child and someone who doesn't learn - my sibling.
I look back on things, when it was just me living there and I miss that so
much...I am always babysitting..I never get to do much afterschool..or
during the weekend. She's always starting fights with me and picks
on me..[ somewhat because of jealousy ]..and then later that night
she'll come up to me and be like, "I don't understand why Charleen
that you're always mean to me"...
WHAT?!
I am always mean to her?
no no no..I start things; NEVER.
I try not to talk to her..I try to avoid her.
When is she going to get on her two feet and take care of her life?
Order it together..plan for her child.
My parents seem to be out of breath with their children; other children.
I wish a miracle would occur. I wish my siblings would learn their mistakes,
not redo them and see if it's better a third time..I mean come on,
three's a charm or two's a do..really doesn't work out in some cases. lol
I am only a teenager; I shouldn't even be thinking about all this
But someone has to in my family, and of course it's the younger
people because they seem to know more these days for the present
and future.
I mean, geeze, from all these blogs you all probably think I have such
a horrible life..I really don't. It's not that bad..but at times, seems like
bad things occur and only pray can fix them. You know?
I really don't know if anyone out their can relate..
But I am sure someone out there who will read this, will
think of someone who they know..or knew that used people.
My sister likes to use other people to get her way, and by use...
that means any way possible can get money. She is always thinking
about money..even though she lives here for free..and only has to
pay car insurance and diapers. How hard is that?
Only prayer can get this woman on her own two feet.
I hope I don't seem wrong..You tell me what you think.
I am just a young girl..trying to fix my family..
when I was younger..I used to be called, "Peacemaker"
because I was always trying to stop everyone from fighting
in my family or anywhere.
i dont know anymore.
In Christ Forever,
Charleen
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Author: poeticpromise
Location: Jamestown New York USA
Gender: Female
Age: 18
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