Author: youaregolden
Location: Reisterstown Maryland USA
Gender: Female
Age: 19
Blog Entries: 340 (archive)
Blog Comments: 1467
my name is samantha and i am 19, will be 20 in may!!! i work as a full time flex teller at a local bank. i have been on cb for 3 years now and everyone knows me here as goldie. i live by myself in baltimore county md. i...
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to start off i'll give you some background...my parents divorced when i was two leaving me constantly being torn from one house to another. my mom remmarried when i was six to my stepdad and my dad alwasy had a girlfriend. he finally got married but then divorced after a...
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Once Upon a Time, in a la...
I am ready to stand up!.....
The Green Eyed Monster...
I didn't hear anythin...
Why is this hard?...
What I thought was a Curs...
Sin, Sin, go away, come a...
What am I supposed to say...
Painfully Honest Prayers...
You just got to keep lovi...
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) is that loving someone is a huge thing...you look at the world today and what they say is "love"...and it is all...sexual... and they don't really care about the other person, just what they can get out of the other person. It is sad...then I was thinking about my saviors love for me...He loved me sooooooooooooo much to die for me on the cross...to suffer and be beaten and bruised and DIED just because He loved me and wanted to give me a second chance... 
how could he love me that much!!!! well...I guess that is what I used to think until I fell in love...and it being true love, not all the mushy gushy stuff that is all about what can I GET out from this person but it is what can I GIVE to this person and how can I HELP this person and really truly caring for this person...and keeping GOD as number 1 in the relationship...and well.. I would die for him if he could live... I would do this for any of my family to, it is just so...more different I guess with someone outside of the family
...then I think...this is only a fraction of how much God loves us... I mean I don't deserve ANYTHING that He has blessed me with... I should be down in the pit of Hell for everythign that I have done wrong ...but He loved me SO much to give me life and a second chance and a family, friends, a great guy, my horses, and just the nesesities 
i mean...WOW...crazy stuff...crazy stuff... and all I can do for Him is to just do what the Bible says and to live FOR Christ and to do His will...and I just feel like that isn't enough... 
well... I don't know what else to say...talk to ya all later 
