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My Bible study group at church is such a wonderful group of people. I have gotten really close to most of them and feel very open with them. ON Sunday after our meeting I was talking to one girl in our group saying how the devil has been attacking em with jealousy and how I have been finally seeming to get through it by putting on teh armor of God :

[bible]Ephesians 6:11-13[/bible]
But then I get tested again...

My cat Scogin has been at the vet since Saturday morning. He seems to have a really bad bladder infection. Sooo being at the vets for four nights and have an Iv and such is going to cost a pretty penny.. I live by myself already and that makes everything financially tight already then to have a huge bill on top of that is scary enough..

My mom calls me after I get off work yesterday and with all my other bills that I have to pay she tells me that the motor vehical association is after me for a speeding ticket I forgot to pay and my lisence will be suspended if I don't pay it. It is a $90 ticket... Ouch.

I broke down crying once I got to my apartment, Beau was there and he was trying to comfort me. I spent all night cleaning my apartment with Beau, getting my mind off the fact of money. Then I was reminded.. I forgot the finacial provision God had given me this paycheck.. even though I just deposited it into my savigns account earlier.

I know it will pray for all my bills and leave some to start paying off the vet and I will still hopefully have some left to start getting Christmas gifts with. I set myself up to be tested because I felt like I could hadle it but God showed me I couldnt handle it without him and he will provide for me what I need.

posted: 11/18/2009 05:44am by youaregolden View: Backlinks, Permalink Total Views: 147 ShortURL: http://christianblog.com/2606 Category: Christian Life	Print This Blog Entry
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Posted 11/18/2009 07:04am
Author: ladyvogue

Hey Sam!

Yeah... we never really stop learning.

It's a work in progress.

Love,
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Posted 11/18/2009 08:46am
Author: cowgirldiva

God loving and providing; and us knowing we need Him always and just Praising and Thanking Him...kinda how it should be, huh?

Posted 11/18/2009 05:58pm
Author: galahad

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