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Usersname: bubbavela
Points: green pen (1649) (?)
I am married
I am a male
I am 52 years old.
My birthday is: September 19th.
I live in Grand Prairie Texas USA
"Old Christians never die...," & "Neither do young ones!" I am a brother of light. May Grace Be Recieved By ALL
When I was given all the desires of my heart, I looked to the heavens and ask God, Is there anything else? I realized that it wasn't the desires of my heart that I recieved, it was only the desire of my flesh. After that moment I watched as I first lost my dad, then I slowly watched as I lost everything that I had spent 40 years trying to build. I went through the harshest thoughts and scariest feelings anyone could ever endure, and evry bit of it was of my own making. I suffered myself, and God somehow got me to the other side. It was interesting for me to realize that I was the reason I suffered so. People have a hard time dealing with the rebrith mostly because we do not realize when our Lord is listening. We want God to anticpate our needs and fix our problems before they come. The only problem with that theroy is that we learn nothing through that process. He allows us to suffer in our own minds while He listens to our desires. We are allowed to go through a true understanding of ourseleves. He gives us an opprotunity to see ourselves for what we have become, at the same time the desire to overcome our weakness'. We only think we know what is good for us at the moment. In our new beginning our Lord has to allow us to go through our growing pains. I suppose that if I gave a true look at my salvation and the struggles that i endured to overcome it, then I would be forced to admit that I was a sinful man who had stepped outside the light of our Lord. My testimony is only in its beginning. At this moment the only thing that I can testify to, is that God=Love and that Love gives you strength, strength gives you Hope and Hope gives you faith. Still the greatest of these is the Love of God.
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