Ok, so today I am just a little bit anxious . I am waiting on a phone call from a woman whom I do not know, to go to a place I have never heard of in the hope of losing the feeling of anxiety. I am at this moment sitting in work with my phone on my desk beside me and I am convinced that there is evil within this electronic device. You see every time I look at it, the phone that is, I get all clamy and terrified. I actually feel sick at the thought of my 1980's ring tone belting out.
Got to be done though. I know that, others know that and yet...
Yet I want to put the phone on silent, pop it in a jiffy bag and post it to Bornio. Problem solved!
Not really though.
Jesus says " come to me all ye who labour and are heavy laden and I will give you rest". Sometimes I take that promise and methaphorically put it on silent ,stick it in a jiffy bag and well you get my drift. Don't be pretending you don't.
Aint gonna do any of us any good though.
How I wish I were sitting right beside you at the moment, taking your hand and going with you. I know that you know I really do mean it when I wish I could just take this from you and carry it for you instead but alas, I can't. I only know with all of my heart that God is with us even in the darkest of places...even if we cannot see Him, hear Him or feel Him. You also know that I am not merely spouting off "pretty words" for you have watched God prove that time and time again in my life and you know He has proved it in yours.
I am praying, "Princess Bethy". You are NOT standing alone in the dark! I am praying and remembering that God DOES turn our darkness into light!
Done did that. With everything. Everything. But it was Myanmar not Borneo.
Sometime maybe I'll do something. But for now, his clothes havent5moved. His shampoo hasn't moved. His shirt and jeans still hang in my bathroom.
For right now I'm still broken and life is on hold.
Great blog, bethy