I think today I would like to live somewhere warmer. Its cold where I live. Its always cold. The type of cold that gets into your very bones, it hurts, it paralyases and it is never satisfied.
I didn't always live in a cold country. I used to thrive in the heat. I used to lift my head to the warmth of the sun and feel its rays pushing genty against my skin. I remember the feel of it on top of my head, on my feet as I played hop scotch on concrete slabs and on my bare legs as I sat in a vinyl seat covered car wishing that the sun was not so hot.
They always say to be careful what you wish for for you may just get it. How true they are!
For one day, with no termination notice, my sun disappeared. I must have moved to a strange place where the sun cant reach for I have no other explaination for its loss. The scary thing is I don't remember moving. I don't remember making the decision to leave the sun behind and walk in the cold.
How did I get here? There are no sign posts or road maps to this place, I google it and there is nothing...nothing. But it is a place, it really is a place, believe me. I know this because I live her. I do!
But this cold paralyases me.
As we have talked about before that wall and the sun/son behind that wall...we are making our way round that wall to where the sun/son is...jus image that warmth when you step into the sun and the son steps into you...wow!
Love you hon xx
As much as I hate to say it girl… it's cold here too. Been cold for 5 or 6 years. But I still believe the day will come when the Son will come out and we will be warm again. Until then we will just have to all snuggle up together.
I feel warmer already!