The Widow M At Almost 2 Years Since.

So the Two Year Sadiversary is coming up. I would have thought by now that I would have some idea of what I wanted to do with my life. I sort of set it as a deadline for making decisions. You know, what am I going to do with my house ~ what am I going to do with my life ~ what purpose could I have now ~what am I going to do with all my inventory that fills my basement that I have done nothing with since. You know, "since". That is a complete thought. I rarely finish that sentence. I just say "since". It encompasses so much.
Since...
Kirk died.
There was a purpose to my life
I felt completely at home in this life
I was whole
I was utterly loved
I was everything to someone
I had a purpose
I felt loved by God
I felt close to God

I had a future
My world ended

 Beth M
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Dwight Alight Davis (@justalight)

He was a good man. Missed by all of us.

alight

John B. Abela (@abelajohnb)

Stay strong!

K Reynolds (@kreynolds)

:cry::heart:

Sandy Brooks (@poodlelady)

Speechless - Big Hugs -Love You Bunches

Joyce Bethy Ferguson (@bethy)

"Since"

ruins too many lives me thinks.

Steve Hurt (@steveh)

It's all said above...