The Widow M At Almost 2 Years Since.

So the Two Year Sadiversary is coming up. I would have thought by now that I would have some idea of what I wanted to do with my life. I sort of set it as a deadline for making decisions. You know, what am I going to do with my house ~ what am I going to do with my life ~ what purpose could I have now ~what am I going to do with all my inventory that fills my basement that I have done nothing with since. You know, "since". That is a complete thought. I rarely finish that sentence. I just say "since". It encompasses so much.

Since...

Kirk died.

There was a purpose to my life

I felt completely at home in this life

I was whole

I was utterly loved

I was everything to someone

I had a purpose

I felt loved by God

I felt close to God

I had a future

My world ended


 Beth M
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alight

He was a good man. Missed by all of us.

alight

John B. Abela

Stay strong!

Sandy Brooks

Speechless - Big Hugs -Love You Bunches

joyce

"Since"

ruins too many lives me thinks.

Steve

It's all said above...