Oh yes! It has been such a long time ago that I have written this blog but it feels like I wrote it yesterday because the memories are still fresh in my mind of what took place in my life in 2008. At that stage in my life, I did not have a clue as to what was happening with me and my family but who does when GOD is being GOD changing lives for the better. That is exactly what he was doing and that is what was taking place with my life and my family's. There were so many things that took place and it all started with simple prayers from my family "GOD please change Jorge" from the mother of my children now my wife and "GOD please have my DAD come to church" from my two daughters and this is when they started going back to church in August of 2007. From there, GOD took over and started making changes in my life and I didn't realize it until many, many months later when I looked back at these moments and it dawned on me that it was GOD making things happen and his hands were at work. I can honestly tell you that it was a very difficult year because I was dealing with my past that had re-surfaced when I gave my life back to GOD in March of 2008. Even tough I knew GOD had forgiven me of my sins, the devil was using all the bad things that I have done against me and to destroy my relationship that I was establishing with GOD. There where many, many days that I couldn't take the pain in my heart and I just wanted GOD to take me and free me from the "hell" that I was going through. We all have different kinds of "hell" that we go through and mine was my past because I have hurt those that I loved in many terrible ways. My children were also suffering emotionally during this time and it just made things worst for me because I could feel their pain in their hearts. Looking back at it all, I am thankful that GOD surrounded me with Christians to help me get through the difficult days and let me tell you that there many many. It wasn't an easy road to take but GOD needed to break me and re-build me from the ground up. As much as we want GOD to change our circumstances, GOD is using our circumstances to change us. So, surround yourself with Christians that will encourage your walk with GOD because it could be the most important thing you can do right now. Seek GOD and he will comfort you and guide you. The following year my girlfriend and I got married and my family was reunited as a family for GOD. My wife has forgiven me but that is also something that we have been working on for two years. I understand what you are going through and I pray and hope that GOD will help you with your situation. Nothing is impossible with GOD. GOD bless you my sister and hopefully I can hear from you in the near future of the amazing things GOD has done in your life.