In April 2015 I took the horrible decision of getting breast implants. In those times I didn’t know Jesus and I did not know the consequences that comes with time. In March 2016 I met the love of my life, my everything, the one that gives me breath when I don't have, the one that carries me when I’m about to fall His name is Jesus. From that moment on I felt something was still wrong in me because He knew that I had something in me that was not satisfying Him. Several months ago, I started praying for God to help me to take the implants out of my breast and I was also having many issues with my health, I prayed every day for God to guide me, I was in the wait for His response, although we don’t know how God is going to answer. Four months ago I noticed I had a ball inside one of my breast which was growing by the days and it was hurting a lot, most of the time I didn’t feel my hand because of the pain, I would get really dizzy and if the sun hit me on my breast it felt like silicone was burning inside. Two months ago I went to the doctor and she said I had an infection in my breast because of breastfeeding but the truth is I was not convinced, then my husband and I decided to find a second opinion with the nutritionist I always go to and he said that I had to take out the implants as soon as possible because there could be a possibility that the silicone was getting out and that could create cancer in the body but the truth is only God knows and only He knows our body inside. Then we got and appointment quick with a plastic surgeon, he check on me and in two weeks they called me and gave me the day of the surgery, the day was for the November 8th, in that moment the battles with the enemy started, he don't like when we do thing for the Glory of God. The doctor’s assistant had said there’s many cases that women’s return for implants removal because they don’t feel good or they had reaction to the silicone or saline. She also said that anything they find inside they were going to send to the laboratory an investigate it was nothing malignant. Since the beginning my husband supported me and said this it’s going to be a great testimony to all those women’s that want to have more than God gave us, and everything for pleasing the flesh, is like telling God thank you for making me but I don’t like myself I 'm going to put more on me or change something I don’t like, I’m going to be someone that I’m not, I 'm going to do with my body what I like, Do you know that our body is the temple of the Holy Spirit? and anything we do to and does not satisfy God it can affect us at the end. Weeks after they gave me the day of the surgery, the doctor’s office called me and gave me a different surgery date. The surgery was on October 25th, the day of the surgery I went through a spiritual battle, when I was getting ready to go inside of the surgery room the enemy began to put fears on me and I told my husband, you know I feel like giving up, like running out of here. So, it was time to tell my husband see you soon and I got even more nervous. Prior to enter the surgery room the doctor’s assistant told me to give a urine example to check if there was a possibility of a pregnancy in that moment God spoke to me it was time to pray for myself because only He can remove the fears and its specified on the book of Isaiah 41:10 “So do not fear, for I’m with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous hand”. Then I started praying to my heavenly Father. In that moment all my fear was gone, and I felt a peace on my heart that only God can give. I did promise to serve Him my whole life that I didn’t know how He was going to use me but only He knew, it’s been a week since He gave me words to start writing to help those who does not know him and for all of us that know Him to not lose our faith. When I woke up from the surgery, I received good news, the doctor didn’t find nothing inside my breast the ball was gone and the implants were like new, here is the picture of them. After surgery I felt different, I felt renew but only God alone can do that. My recovery has been victorious, no pain and always praising the Lord that turns a test into a testimony. This message is for you woman, you that think you are less than another one, the one that thinks she needs more to be beautiful, no you don’t, God created us to His perfect image, we are His creation and He don’t make mistakes. Women you are beautiful, you have value and like God specified on the book of Proverbs 31:30 “Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised”. Don’t be trying to be someone you are not just because you want to be the center of attention or you want to get somebodies attention. Remember your creator love you the way you are, its specified in Proverbs 31:10 “A wife of noble character who can find? She is worth far more than rubies”. We need to learn to love ourselves the way God created us, He loves us with our defects and virtues, He is our creator, still he forgives us, and his love is unconditional. Put your ego and pride to the side and always try to remember this Biblical verse “My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever”. Psalm 73:26. God bless.
That was beautiful - wonderful testimony to the goodness of our Father
Amen and amen.